Track 8: Death

Wow, two blog post in one night that's a first...

So, this blog is more of a way to get my thoughts of my chest...so something compelled me to send a text to my friend asking if he was okay and thankfully he was okay but to tell the truth it was his facebook status that concerned me so I thought maybe it was going to be a sad event. So while I was on the bus on my way to Laurel I was listening to my music and "I Hate This Part" by the Pussycat Dolls comes on and it's the techno version of the song but it sound how makes me go deep into thought. Something about the lyrics made me think about life and death.

"Everyday, seven takes of the same old scene...Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine"

Anyone who went to High Point High knows that we've heard about three recent deaths of HP alumni the most recent being a sufferer of cancer who most unfortunately lost the battle. Although I didn't know these people I still felt bad because it shows just how short life is and also that time isn't infinite. I could've walked by these people in the hallways of HP and never knew. So, I was so deep in thought I actually almost spilled some tears which would be the second time I almost cried on a bus. I often wondered "If I died, would I really be missed...would people cry for me...would alot mourn for me..." Ever since I can remember I always wondered about death what it was like to die...where we would go? Water, Time, Death, and Air are the only things that can never die but when I think of it I don't think I'd want to live forever if I fulfilled everything in life what would be the point of living forever...This message goes to a certain someone...if you ever think about harming yourself or if you think that death is the only way you're escape pain that was inflicted on you by a broken heart then YOU ARE DEAD WRONG!! If you were to ever die I WOULD FUCKIN' HATE YOU!! I'd speak at your funeral and tell everybody that I hate you for what you did because your escape has inflicted pain on every person you know because you are the greatest dude that I've known...For some reason the thought of death made me think of him and his pain he's going through I pray that he's smart enough to know that he has people who will share in his pain...I worry about the future of those close to me...I care about them all because they have come into my life and made me the person you see here today...I dedicate my life to all y'all...and this is where my song ends...I take my bow...

~HeadphonesLuV~