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Saturday, July 18, 2009

Track 25: Shut It or I Will Murder You >_<

What's doing Blogger?

Alright, so as my post title says I am mad as hell! I fell asleep at about oh....shy of 5AM since I really do believe I have insomnia. About 3-4 hours after I had fallen asleep I get a call or should I say calls from my post advisor...I'm pissed so I don't answer....people should know I am not EVER awake at 8 AM but then again I also thought the calls were my alarms I forgot to turn off before so yeah....and I didn't call him last night to tell who is doing what? And of course the people who say they'll do it probably MOST likely won't show so I'll be given shit for not doing what I was told when really I called everybody in my phonebook that is in the post and most of them said I gotta work or I got school and some just plain didn't answer because either y'all don't have text or some of you are just plain lazy...stoopid members....ugh enough of that shit....

Alright, so after I finally go back to sleep only to be woken up by BANGING!!! People showed up to fix my roof from the damage a few months back and I didn't get any warning...those bitches....so I stumbled out of my room at around 8:30ish and look into my dad's room and ask if there are suppose to be people outside banging on the side of the house...and he goes yeah they're fixing the roof...so I'm just standing -__- WTF?! GIMME A FUCKIN' WARNING NEXT TIME!!! So I'm laying in bed listening to the banging so I just go fuck it I'll go on the computer and work on some shit before I consider whether to go out or not. So now I'm here....Now this all happened Tuesday.

So Wednesday comes and I show up at the station and thankfully it’s a pretty chill day so I just work with my new members, teach them some stuff and spent the rest of the time being distracted by my three sexy ass lovers lol my two wives and side dish lol and I feel bad that they might’ve have scarred the two young ones but then again they’ll see it in high school and of course my good friend has returned so I'm semi happy but that's about it.

Thursday, my ma stayed home from work....so I go with her to Rite-Aid and load up on some magazines which was a SHITLOAD but when they’re tributes to the King of Pop I had to get them because I’m a fan and that’s what I do. Plus they’re some bomb ass pictures in them and I’m gonna admit it but MJ was a very pretty man so there. So I probably got a total of probably seven magazines plus four tabloid ones. So now I need to find something to protect these magazines to protect them.

(By the way, a message to a friend who went to Otakon on Friday and is staying up in Baltimore until Sunday, I hope you’re having a good time up there and bring me back a present bitch lol I’m just kidding…=^__^=)


Skipping over to today, so today is Saturday and I just got back from an outing with my ma and I treated her to some Starbucks because let’s face it she deserved it and I wanted to. See, I’m not always mean lol but anyways we went to Target which is like my favorite place to be sometimes but not before going to Kohl’s so my ma can look for something to wear at her job which unfortunately she found but didn’t buy due to misleading pricing lol but we did end up buying these cute gorillas plushies one for me and one for her friend’s daughter. I shall name mine ‘Bubbles’ haha I’m so crazy but I got to admit it’s one of the few cute ape plushies. So then off to Target we go to find a baby shower gift but their stupid registry computers are down (due to construction go figure) so I just wander off to the music section hoping that I’d find the CD I was looking for and need and LO AND BEHOLD!!! THERE IT IS!!! That’s right I have found the final CD to complete my Michael Jackson CDs collection which was Off the Wall I am happy as a fat kid seeing cake so I takes it and wander around the store for a bit and enter the book section where the magazines are and I found even more tribute magazine and as tempted I was to take them I had to refrain because I would most likely not have enough to buy them all and the CD so I’m going to wait for a bit and clam down a bit because I got the main ones I wanted so far. To makes things better I get the CD for 10 bucks so now I’m happy and I’m celebrating with my Starbuck’s Java Chip and Bubbles the Gorilla lol.



Now down to the news updates…I know I said I was going to stop with this but I have to get this out before I go crazy and say stuff I can’t take back. So let's begin with what put the cherry on this clusterfuck of fuckery...SHALL WE?!

Alright, so I get up on the internet and I look on AOL and see a story about Michael Jackson and a new book coming out about the star until the moment of his death. This book was written by the same person who had predicted around last December that Michael was going to die within in six month afterwards and in a sick twist of fate six month and a day later Michael Jackson is pronounced dead. So, I had stated that I will no longer be blogging about news updates about the pop star and mysteries surrounding his death, kids, and fortune but two things had caught my attention. The first being LaToya's interviews with a British tabloid and her statements and the second is this author's interview which left me pissed. So I'll start with LaToya interview...

So LaToya had said in an interview that she believed that Michael was murdered in some sort of conspiracy by a shadowy entourage. She believed that they’re more than one person involved in Michael’s death. She and her family have seen the results of the autopsy that the family had ordered but didn’t reveal anything to the reporter. “I believe Michael was murdered, I felt that from the start," quoted LaToya Jackson as saying. "Not just one person was involved, rather it was a conspiracy of people." She also went all to say that "Michael was a very meek, quiet, loving person. People took advantage of that. People fought to be close to him, people who weren't always on his side."

Now, I’ve had my thoughts of LaToya and most of them were negative because she had said a lot of incriminating things if that’s the right word to say. She had sppoke against her brother in 1993 when the molestation charges had surface which then she later retracted. Then we see her at her brother’s side at the 2005 molestation charges. As well, her involvment in dealing with her brother (picking out his burial outfit, what the brother’s should wear, signing the death certificate, and everything else) as much as I don’t want to say it I am very suspicious of her intentions. I can’t help but think that she is wanting attention and is using her brother’s death as a way of getting it much like her father is doing too. And she was PAID to do this interview now if you really do believe that Michael was murdered and are on a manhunt to find answer you shouldn’t be paid unless you were going to give that money to the kids and plus she doing a tabloid magazine no less. But then again LaToya believes that the paper is a credible source and I really don’t know what she is doing so right now. I’m judging here in any way and if I look like I am I apologize because yes I have my doubt about her but for now I’ll keep to myself because she is most likely on to something and I actually agree with her that Michael was murdered because many of his doctors are running scared and I’m very suspicious of Murray. That’s all for that

Moving on to this author, so this guy, Ian Halperin, had predicted in December of 2008 that Michael Jackson would be dead within six months and exactly six months and one day later, Jackson died suddenly in Los Angeles. Now the book Halperin was in the process of revising retitled it 'Unmasked: The Final Years of Michael Jackson,’

Now, this guy was out to get Michael and most likely to destroy him and he even said it himself that he wanted to nail this guy and decided to right a book based only on rumors like apparently Michael was gay, he wasn’t a child molester (uhh duh we all know that he was acquitted). Just because you make a prediction that was correct doesn’t mean the shit you hear is right and your words are the final word. I very compelled to buy this book and read it to see what this fool has apparently found on the star but then my money will be going to that douchebag but if I don’t I’ll be boycotting and be one less person to read his tabloid shit. If I did buy it I could burn it, record it, and show it to the author but then again I’d waste my money. So I dunno…

In unrelated news, one of the greatest news anchors has passed away and most of us wouldn’t know who this was but he was a very trustworthy anchor and was very influential on today’s reporters and he has been around for almost the entire 20th century. He died at the age of 92 and will be missed. “And that’s the way it was…” Rest in Peace Walter Cronkite 1916-2009.

Alright I’m done ranting for now so I’ll end the song here and I’ll take my bow. Thank you and that’s all she wrote.

Peace & Love

~HeadphonesLuV~

Saturday, July 11, 2009

Track 24: A Legend Remembered....

What's doing Blogger?

It's your Headphones coming to bring you an update...to start off, I'm sure that my friend will be thrill to hear this lol but I will finally stop posting up news updates on the passing of Michael Jackson because all the questions about him, all the negativity of people anonymous or famous (I'm looking at you Peter King you douchebag), mysteries of his kids, and death....were all silence on Tuesday when we had celebrated the life and legacy of a great man and all those who said otherwise about a man of greatness were silence each time with each speaker....From now on, Michael's life shall remain a life to celebrate because we may have lost him physically but spiritually he lives on within all of us through his music and videos. Michael Jackson will never be silent so I want to thank him for giving us joy, laughter, and your wonderful talent. Thank you Joseph and Katherine for sharing your son with the entire world because without him we wouldn't be where we are today. A piece of music had died on that fateful day and it can never be replace....

On Monday, I went to Hyattsville to PGCC's extension center to deal with some bullshit for school and afterwards I went of course the street to do a little bit of shopping and bought four magazine dealing with the whole passing of MJ at Target. I tried looking for MJ's "Off The Wall" CD since I'm still missing it from the collection but of course couldn't find it....so I also bought me a commemorative t-shirt to the King of Pop because I already knew that as soon as this happened T-Shirts would be popping up everywhere and frankly I was right as soon as I got off at PG Station and walked towards the mall I saw them lol. They did it with Obama so go figure lol...So I was on my way home and I must say I kinda like taking the bus sometimes because it's almost like a place of thought for me at least and you become very observant of people. So on my way home, I was suddenly thinking about my ex and I wanted to see him and wouldn't you know...when the bus arrived in from of the National Library of Agricultural HE COMES ON!! WAI!! Wouldn't you know wishes do come true even if you didn't want them too...lol I just sat there and rode on home as much as I wanted to speak I couldn't...what a sick sense of humor God must have lol joking....

So, on Tuesday was Michael Jackson's memorial...and call me crazy I actually signed up for the lottery and so did my mom for maybe a chance to get to go to the memorial but I knew it was close to impossible plus I think it was better that I wasn't able to go because it'll be just too much. So, I watched it on TV on CNN and I have no words to say because it was just so heartwarming and sweet. It started out with Smokey Robinson reading letters the first from Diana Ross and the other from Nelson Mandela...and to me it just shows that he was so renowned to the world. Then, Mariah Carey came out to perform "I'll Be There" and I got to say she kind of didn't do that song any justice so sure blame it on the emotions, the sadness but come on I mean someone can do a better tribute than her I mean I like Mariah but uh...sorry....So I'll just describe it in a nutshell because y'all can look it up some place where they play videos. When I saw Usher perform "Gone Too Soon' and went to touch his idol's casket and weep...I started to sob. When I heard Jermaine perform his brother's favorite song "Smile" I started to cry harder. But when I heard Marlon speak of his brother I thought I heard the saddest part but it wasn't until she had spoke that my heart had fell. When Michael's 11 year old daughter, Paris, spoke about her daddy being the best father and that she loved him it left me heartbroken.

That's enough of that no more news updates and whatever the hell I was rambling about. I've lost all track of how many it's been since the passing of Michael Jackson...so I'll just go on with my life or whatever I do with my time....so let's begin SHALL WE?!

So on Wednesday I had to go to my post and I ended up doing probably 100 push-ups apparently sabotage or I didn't get names I dunno go figure....and after that I ended up cooking for probably 15 people since I didn't wanna play baseball so yeah that was about it for the police station...so I came home and I was delightfully surprised by my mom who gave me two brand new t-shirt, a red t-shirt with the Japanese Kanji for "love" and a green one with the Japanese Kanji for "good luck", as well as Michael Jackson's Number Ones DVDs and that my friend had just made me feel a lot better lol...

Skip over to Friday, I wasn't really planning on doing anything since I was cancelled on if ya can call it that but anyways so I got out of the showers and put on the Number Ones DVD and listened to the great hits and watched the videos and started to text my good friend and laughed at his misfortune haha just kidding but we're bored...So I go to hang out with him like I usually do because I apparently have no life...and we talked about deep shit but I won't get into that as well as reminisced about losing MJ so suddenly as well as the fate of music for the future. This is what we talked about while y'all are at work assuming that you still have jobs....Afterwards, I came home to another delightful surprise when my mom gave me FOUR commemorative magazine for Michael Jackson so I was extremely happy lol....although I'm not done just yet....lol

So I guess that's really it for now so I'll end the song here and take my bow....Thank ya and good night....

Peace & Love

~HeadphonesLuV~

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Track 23: In The News Today From the Strange and Wierd Fact File: Tabloid Junkie

(TO THE ONE WHO MAY READ THIS POST, please do not judge me or get upset or if you can please do not read this. I know you do not want anything to do with the news but I’m afraid that I’m way too deep in and this is what I am use to and in a very sick way comforts me. After I had written this I was so distraught and I regret even writing and posting this post.)

What’s doing Blogger....?

It's your loving Headphones bringing you an special update on our passing of Michael Jackson...Well I don’t know how special this update is gonna be since that's what I've been talking about these past few days (just gotta say sorry man for the constant posting about him I'm sure there's a way to hide my post here somewhere) but I mean this post is gonna be jam pack with countless updates I've been getting from all over. So, we're into our fifth day going into the sixth day going into the seventh day since the passing of Michael and I really don't know why I'm keeping of the days I know I'll stop soon but yeah some of us still find it hard to believe that he is in fact gone but unfortunately as much as we want to deny it he's forever gone...Anyways I got 'Tabloid Junkie' (if you don't know this song go I got a video with the song but if it doesn't play go pick up History: Past, Present, and Future BOOK ONE and listen to Track 11) on friggin' repeat because this song fits perfectly with today's news because we have turned news of Michael Jackson's passing into a media circus. So, let us begin with the news updates SHALL WE?!

A little side note, Farrah Fawcett's funeral is set to take place today and her son, 24 year-old son, Redmond, who is currently in jail for probation violation, will be release for Farrah’s funeral today in Los Angeles. Prayers got out to her family she will be sadly missed and she has become a true angel.

First off, Michael Jackson's mother Katherine Jackson has been named temporary guardian of Michael's three kids, Prince Michael Jackson age 12, Paris Michael Katherine Jackson age 11, and Prince Michael II age 7 also known as 'Blanket' and was also awarded temporary control of her son's property and assets...Now, I must say that these kids deserve to be with someone who they are comfortable with and Katherine is the one although some worry about their exposure to Joseph Jackson after constant allegations of his abuse towards Michael. And to all those who are saying otherwise or berating the parents for being horrible, abusive, neglectful now I can understand that being said about Joe but to say that about Katherine. Michael had nothing but absolute love for his mother and she did absolutely nothing to him and does not even live with Joseph right now. Further more, Debbie Rowe has never been present in the lives of these children and even claimed that she didn’t want to be that these kids were a ‘gift’ to Michael but is being very considerate about the kid's well being as to wait until after his burial to speak with Katherine about possible custody of the three children. Of course there is also the matter of their nanny Grace who has taken care of them since being born and was there to comfort the children after finding out their father was gone but it’s very unlikely she’ll fight for guardianship. So again this can go any way....so I pray for the kids...I just feel absolutely distraught that they had seen their father after he had just pass but I also commend them for being so brave to do because I know that I would never be able to do that no matter how old I am....

Speaking of the kids, new stories are popping up as to saying that Michael Jackson's three children were never, neither his or the mother of his first two kids, own biological kids. Apparently, neither Michael's sperm nor Debbie Rowe's egg were used in the conception of the children but in fact were conceived in vitro or she was artificially inseminated. She had basically acted only as a surrogate mother for the first two children. This also gave rise to the questions of the kids’ looks as both of them are light-skinned, fair-haired and have blue eyes. This gives the question of “Were these two kids really Michael’s?" Under Californian law, even if they are not biologically his, he was legally their father. Debbie had signed away her parental rights in 2001 in exchange for a cash settlement but however in 2006, after she reached a custody agreement with Jackson, she changed her mind after saying that they weren’t Michael’s kids and claimed they were conceived naturally. It’s also claimed that Michael had never adopted his kids as well. In one story, it was said that when his first son was born he wasn’t even present at the birth but instead a lawyer was there to pick up his son and deliver him to Michael at his home.

Now this whole story about his death has turn into a whole media circus coming out with these stories but now that I look at his two kids it's actually quite possible I mean I've had that question too I'm not going to lie but I just think that hey whether or not he had something to do with those kids’ conception he is their father but now they're saying that he never adopted these kids I don’t know maybe he didn't expect to up and die suddenly or he felt he didn't need to but this can cause a shitload of problems for anybody who takes these kids and control of his estate. These stories may never disappear from the news so even in death MJ has managed to take over the news as well as tabloids...In fact if you watch his extended interview with Martin Bashir there is an interview with Debbie Rowe explaining the day Prince was born so there are a lot of contradictions in this story. And there are claims that a former doctor of Michael’s and Debbie Rowe’s former boss a dermatologist may actually be the father of these kids. Right now all I got to say is what the hell?!

Now, Michael's parents were led to believe that their son had died without a will but in fact a lawyer has come forward, who was recently rehired by Jackson a few weeks before and has work with Michael since the mid 80s, saying that Michael had written a will seven years ago back in 2002 which he kept in a safe in his office. He had filed Michael Jackson's will with the Los Angeles County Superior Court on Wednesday morning. Now in his will he had stated that his entire estate which is claimed to be worth at least $500 million would be placed in the 'Michael Jackson Family Trust' but they have no idea where the document is located so it can be filed within court. Former wife and mother of his kids, Deborah Rowe Jackson, was 'intentionally omitted' from the will which means she won't be getting a anything. Michael also nominated his mother, Mrs. Katherine Jackson, to be the permanent guardian of his three children ages 7, 11, and 12 which she already has temporary guardianship over. If she were not living at the time of Jackson's death then the singer had also nominated that Diana Ross would be granted guardianship of the three guardianship. Attorneys John Branca and Barry Siegel and John McClain, a music industry executive and longtime Jackson friend, were named as executors of the will. The L.A. Superior Court Judge Mitchell Beckloff held an emergency hearing Wednesday morning, known as an ex parte hearing, for to request that control of the estate be turned over to Branca and McClain immediately but it was later decided that there was no sense of urgency to replace Katherine who was also appointed temporary administrator for the week so another hearing is set up for next Monday. The will did not have any specifications as to what Michael wanted for his funeral or where he would want to be buried. Of course, there was no mentioned of Michael Jackson's father and although this will has been made public information there are still questions about more wills surfacing…

Here’s a copy of the will from seven years ago written back in 2002
(http://www.aolcdn.com/tmz_documents/0701_mj_will_wm.pdf)

Now, I am absolutely not surprised that his father Joseph was never mentioned in his will as well as his ex wife getting anything either but I mean there is still a lot of things to look into as well as to consider because a will is not the FINAL word. But then again, their are a lot of mystery surrounding this will because he had stated that he wanted his estate to go into a Michael Jackson Trust but there are no ideas as to where the documents for this trust is. As well, to make Diana Ross another nominate to take guardianship of the kids in case Katherine wasn't fit to kind of took me by surprise but then again she was one of the closest friends to Michael so I guess it's understandable. This could turned into a very messy situation and take an immeasurable toll upon the family...

So the story keeps changing about just what kind of memorial is going to happen for the King of Pop. The family has come out with a statement saying that a public memorial viewing at Neverland Ranch will NOT be occurring this Friday nor will a private memorial service for the family occur on Sunday. In Gary, Indiana, Michael's hometown, has brought to the table the idea to have it's pop idol buried there along with a massive memorial service at a local ballpark some time this month. A proposed burial site would be near a proposed Jackson Family museum and performing arts center as spoken by spokeswoman Lalosa Burn who also says that Gary's mayor Clay hasn't received confirmation. Clay had told WGN that he expects Jackson's body, at the least, will be taken to Gary for a July 10 memorial service at U.S. Steel Works ballpark. Joseph, Michael's father, had ruled out the Neverland Ranch, which Michael had bought back in 1987 and filled with animals and amusement park rides, as a burial site and has given no public indication of just where his resting place will be...Tom Barrack Jr., a billionaire who engineered Michael's financial rescue in 2008 and had gain control of the ranch through his company. The future of Michael's property will be discussed later because the main thing is to ensure that the grieving fans who gather from all around are treated nothing but properly. Also, there are questions on whether Neverland Ranch would become the new Graceland of California by transforming his ranch into a shrine to the King of Pop but neighbors are anything but happy saying that it will turn the quiet town into a chaotic whirlwind and will cause endless traffic problems. As well, the land Neverland Ranch was no longer in Michael's possession after being acquitted of child molestation charges he abandoned the property after failing to pay its worker or the insurance on it. The parents of Michael Jackson have some share on the ranch property....He may be buried in a cemetery in Los Angeles that overlooks Disney Studio and holds other famous stars…

I got to say I'm really glad that the family had decided to change their plans because honestly as much as I'm upset that I won't be able to give my final farewell to him being that I live way on the other side of this friggin' country I don't even think I'd be able to anyway because that memorial will be nothing but chaotic and pandemonium and the highway there being so narrow as they describe it there wouldn't be a way to make this event efficient and neat. As for Neverland becoming a shrine I would really like that to happen I always wander what it was like up there with Michael and to all those haters who are going to say shit about those trials and how they shouldn’t make a child molester’s funhouse a shrine FUCK YOU!! You don’t know shit go do some research and kill yourself!! I mean Elvis has Graceland and was buried there I thinks but Michael should be buried at his trademark home and have it opened as a shrine. I mean that'll bring in a hell of a lot of money and well as bring in business but then again that's just me....and plus they’ll always be a place for fans to go to so they can see their idol. But if he’s buried in an LA cemetery then that’ll be just as good since I’m always in California. Then again, they can always go back to local roots so he could be buried back in Gary, Indiana. It can go either way but of course that’s just my opinion…

Moving on, I've been meaning to talk about this after I saw the BET Awards but got buried in news. WHAT THE HELL IS JOSEPH’S PROBLEM?! Does he not realize that his son is dead and that fans around the world are grieving FOR THE LOSS?! Why the hell did this man plug his new record label when he was doing an interview with CNN when they we're covering the BET Awards? This just shows how bad this man has been using his son's fame for his own gain. Then he holds a press conference and tries to clear up his bizarre behavior saying "This is what my son would've wanted me to do by going on in the music business." But this guy deserves the 'Worst Father Award' but whatever....Janet was a surprise guest at the BET Awards and I must say she was so brave to come out and speak about her brother's death but why did she speak at the show alone I mean shouldn’t her father been with her but I don’t know maybe he’ll plug his record label again? I send her and the family my prayers and condolences...

Next up, there is a claim that Michael Jackson had a 'secret wife' and she is claiming to be the mother of his children and them being sexually involved and now she is demanding all of his property who had filed a petition in the L.A. County Superior Court. This woman, Nona Paris Lola Ankhesenamun Jackson, lives in London and asked “That all my husband’s properties, monies and assets must be transferred to me immediately and my husband’s body must be returned to the coroner’s body or the mortuary immediately.” There is no evidence that this woman had any relationship whatsoever with Michael. She has had an active court cast since December of last year ‘claiming’ she was actually married to the singer.

Okay, this story had made me laugh like crazy…just by how ridiculous it sounds. We finally found out who ‘Billie Jean’ is that he has been singing about all these years. All joking aside, there are fans out there who say they’re married to MJ and it’s expected and now we all know and expect claims to come into light saying that a woman is married to MJ and she bore his kids and what not but this bitch takes the cake. First of all, her name alone is enough to go off this stupid woman has like five names…come on…Next, I’ve seen this chick because on the website I’ve seen this story on had a link to a video of hers and she is actually on Blogger again claiming to be his wife and I couldn’t see the video because for some reason it kept shutting down my connection and I glad cause I don’t want this woman to infect my computer. But, from what I saw this woman is DARK AS HELL!! How the hell could she bore two white ass kids even with MJ I mean seriously….This is just one of the dumbest things I’ve heard and I’ve heard dumber. I’d believed that a dermatologist actually fathered Michael’s kids than this woman…And to top it all off, she has absolutely NO proof that she had any relationship with Michael Jackson. This woman is wasting her time, energy and is just making a fool out of herself.

So, now we’re at where the whole thing started…WHAT KILLED MICHAEL JACKSON?! Before going into that, apparently a British tabloid had leaked the autopsy of Michael Jackson stating that ha was literally skin and bones with no food in his stomach just pills and that he was bald with nothing more than a ‘peach fuzz’.

The link to the autopsy is right here.
http://www.thesun.co.uk/sol/homepage/news/2505693/The-shock-findings-of-the-Michael-Jackson-autopsy.html

All I’m going to say about this is DO NOT BELIEVE THIS GARBAGE!! This is a fake autopsy and I know you are better than that to believe this tabloid.

A former nurse, Cherilyn Lee, of Jackson had come forward and had stated that Michael had begged for drugs to help him sleep since he was apparently suffering from insomnia. He asked for a particular drug that is called Propofol which was apparently discovered at his residence after another search. Its brand name is Diprivan and is used to put patients under anesthesia before any surgery and is an extremely powerful sedative and is only available for medical personnel and there is no absolute was that is drug can be used at one’s home. It can only be administered through an IV and Propofol can burn so Lidocaine, which was also found at the home, is also used to reduce any pain with the injection. So now the DEA is getting involved in the death investigation to help tracked down Michael’s former doctors in order to find the source of his dangerous medications. Back in 2007, a lawsuit came forth claiming that Michael allegedly not paying his pharmacy bill which came out to a grand total of $101,926.66. Back to the drugs, a major side-effect of Propofol is cardiac arrest if taken with narcotic painkillers but is so powerful that just by itself can stop someone’s heart. If a doctor were to administer it and causes death especially for home use could be prosecuted for manslaughter. On Sunday, Lee had received a call from an aid of Michael’s and was being told that he was experiencing symptoms describing it as “one part of his body was hot and the other is cold…” there is no knowledge of what this could possibly be.

Also, Michael has apparently used an assortment of alias in order to get the very powerful drugs like Demerol (another medication he had also used) and his addiction was so out there that when he asked for prescriptions that pharmacist would just leave the name blank. Some sources are saying that Michael’s body had dozens of injection sites all over the body which may have come from the IV that is required in order to administer Propofol. It’s increasingly beginning to look as though Propofol is the main cause of Michael’s death and from the fact that they are injection sites all over the body shows that he had a serious drug problem.

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I really don’t know what to say about all of this…I mean it’s been noted that he had had a drug problem back in the early 90s to a point where had to go into a drug treatment program. This all came when the child sexual assault cases had come about…which I have a side note about the kid from the 1993 trials, it is said that he had come forward after Michael had died saying that he had lied about being molested by Michael. Whether this is true or not I just want to say FUCK YOU JASON CHANDLER! You and your father make me absolutely sick…you extorted from a man of brilliance by falsely accusing him of something involving the one thing that he love with all his heart therefore perverting it for all time and destroying a man’s life just to satisfy your despicable greed. YOU DISGUST ME AND I HOPE YOU SUFFER AND ROT IN HELL!!...I write this post with tears in my eyes because Michael had found relief in something that was slowing killing him and now it’s finally happened. With great fame comes greater downfall and now if finally came. I just can’t believe that he was a drug addict and when I say drug addict I don’t mean the hardcore illegal drugs like cocaine and heroin but the ones that we can get over the counter and are mishandled. I don’t want to say to future generations that the man who paved way for today’s artists that he was a drug addict and that’s what had killed him. I don’t know what to say I’m just distraught over why Michael believed that the only way to get relief was to take all these prescription drugs…

I felt sick after writing this but I guess I had my reasons to write it….I’m going to end this post here and I’m sorry for the long ass post it’s a lot of news to cover so with that I end this song here…and I take my bow…Good night all…

Peace & Love

~HeadphonesLuV808~