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Monday, June 29, 2009

Track 22: BET Awards and In The News Today...

What's doing Blogger

Headphones here to do another post as well as thoughts on everything so far. Just a message to a friend of mine...I'm sorry man, I ain't to come off the way I did while talking to you I'm just feelin' upset in general as well as not feelin' well so I ain't mean to put some weirdness between us...Hope we can hang out soon when I get better and in better spirits...So now on to the updates SHALL WE?!

In the death in Billy Mays, known best for promoting stuff like Oxiclean and KABOOM, the police we're trying to see if the incident where the plane Billy Mays was on blew its front tires which cause a rough landing which in turn cause luggage to fly out of its compartment and one piece had hit Mays in the head but later on claimed to be fine. When he later got home he began feeling a bit groggy and wanted nothing more to sleep. But when the autopsy came back it showed that he had no external or internal injuries on his head but in fact had something he never knew he had which may have been the actual cause of death. The autopsy had reveal that Mays was suffering from heart disease which he never knew he had but they are not ruling this as the official cause of death. He was 50 years old...They have just released the emergency 911 call for Billy Mays with his wife Debbie. It's truly a sad thing to hear...

In Entertainment News, the entertainment world loses another today with the death of Comedian Fred Travalena who has died after losing a seven year battle of cancer at the age of 66. Known as "The Man of a Thousand Faces" died at home in Encino, California, surrounded by family. He was diagnosed with non-Hodgkin's lymphoma in 2002 and prostate cancer in 2003. Following five years' remission, the lymphoma returned in 2008. He entertained audiences with impressions of celebrities such as Frank Sinatra, Dean Martin and Bob Hope. He was a regular on the "Tonight Show," with Johnny Carson. Travalena is survived by his wife of 39 years, Lois; sons Fred IV and Cory; daughter-in-law, Kelly; and a granddaughter. (Source: CNN News)

Now personally I have no idea who this man was but again it's all ways sad to hear someone of entertainment has pass but too many of them are being taken away from us within the past week...We lose Ed McMahon last Tuesday, then Farrah Fawcett and Michael Jackson Thursday, Billy Mays Saturday. It's crazy and truly sad...Condolences go out to Fred's family it's always sad to lose someone especially to disease but he's free of his pain now. So R.I.P FRED TRAVALENA!!

So, off the entertainment topic and into the business world, it is official that Bernard Madoff has been found guilty and sentenced to 150 years in jail which is basically a century and a half as well as to the end of his life. He was charged with being the mastermind of the largest and most sweeping Ponzi scheme ever. For those who don't understand the term of "ponzi"- A ponzi scheme is basically a term to call a pyramid scheme which basically mean white collar crimes and money laundering. I must say that this dude deserves every single year of his sentence for scheming thousands of people out of their life savings as well as taking advantage of those who don't understand money especially during this time of recession and our horrible economy so I hope this man rots in jail.

So, in DC the U.S. Supreme Court has ruled in favor of white fire fighters encountering workplace discrimination, a divisive case over the role race should play in job advancement. A fire department in New Haven had thrown out its promotional exam because the results showed that no African Americans had passed and wanting to avoid a legal battle. But in fact it was the other way around. I'll bring more on this later but I just wanna say that this was very ridiculous when I first heard because it was a bunch of white men and women with one hispanic but I guess after years of injustice towards us the minorities even whites can suffer to apparently....

Moving to the BET Award, I gotta say that the show overall looked kinda sloppy but of course they had to take an already scripted show, do a complete 180 and turn into a tribute show for the King of Pop sudden passing...The beginning of the show in my opinion did absolutely no justice to the Jackson Five...they sounded terrible and the background singers even worse. But Jamie Foxx was friggin' hilarious especially towards Diddy and all throughout the show. The best dedication to MJ was Neyo with his version of "Lady of My Life". Then Beyonce performance was simply beautiful as well as Jay-Z's performance was simply dope. But overall, it was sloppy but a good tribute so big ups to BET.

I know I was gonna puts some updates about the passing of Michael Jackson but I've got too much to post on this blog so I'll dedicate one to the one and only. So that's all I have so my song ends here and I'll take my bow...

Peace & Love

~HeadphonesLuV~

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Track 21: Too Many Sad Days...A Message to Haters

What's doing Blogger?

It is I, Headphones, bringing another update on the PASSING of MJ as well as my thoughts as well as yours if y'all wanna share. So let us begin...SHALL WE?!

Alright, I bet y'all are getting sick of hearing about him but hey I mean it's such a huge shock that I still can't grasp the fact that we're now talking about his in past tense mentioning him as the late Michael Jackson I mean I'm still in denial and I think years from now I will still be denying that he is truly gone. But he lives on in our heart and our iPod because as long as we have those he'll never disappear and he'll never be silent...I've matured as a fan throughout my eight years and seeing the hater comments from YouTube, chatrooms any social sites there are always those few who get through and ruins a sad moment. Back then, I'd go friggin' ballistic on their asses but today I don't let it effect me because I know I can't stop all the haters, I can't silence them because their rights could be violated god forbid...I mean a few nights ago I was playing UNO online over on Facebook and I got into a one sided argument that I don't even know how it started and over the internet no less but I know it sparked over a comment about Michael and this stupiid chick just said the default comment everyone says about him saying he molested little kids so I just responded "okay" and just left it at that but she kept going and I just responded the same over and over. But she kept going trying to get me to stoop to her level but I never got into a friggin' CAP argument I just responded normally and she threw all the obscenities at me but I kept my ground. The point being is that getting into a fight over the interent is like winning the special olympics because sure you won and all but you're still retarded. In fact I want to thank her and all the MJ haters say what you want call him a fag, call him a child molestor, saying shit about his nose because Michael has an endless army of fans that would reach around the world twice over if they were to stand in a line than if all the haters were to ever come together. To all MJ fans, don't respond to the hate because if you do that means they win , it means they know how to make a fool out of you. Instead, tell them thank you because without those haters Michael would not be where he was today without them....I realize that there will always be haters out there to hate on this man even in death but we can never stop them because it is those people who makes us better without them we wouldn't have criticism and without criticism we'd have no way to better ourselves. So I want to thank them because without them we wouldn't of had such a great performer...

So there's really no new updates in the investigation on MJ's passing aside from the police are talking to the doctor who was probably the last person to see him alive as well as examining the emergency call. The results of the autopsy showed no foul play but the Jackson family are requesting for a second autopsy to find answers as to what had happen to Michael. There's also discussions about the fate of the children which is basically a versus battle between the mother of the first two and the Jackson family which could become a huge custody battle. The answers could be found in Michael's will as to who will take custody of the kids. Basically, all of us on a wait and see basis with what information that doctor provides, who will gets the kids, and what the results of the toxicology tests will tell us about what was the absolute cause of death was for Michael....

Here's my opinions on the who situation starting with the doctor. Now the police say that there were no indications of external trauma or foul play but they had found prescription drug within his system from the procedural autopsy but some follow up toxicology test are needed to find an absolute cause of death. But what's really tweaking my nerve is the doctor's behavior he was with him but from what I heard on the emergency call is that he was trying to do CPR on the bed. Now I'm not that in tuned with CPR I mean I'm had some training on it but even I know that you need to put the victim on a HARD surface and he a licensed doctor should know that even if it's a high stress situation a doctor knows that they have no time to be fluster and must keep a clear head. I hate to suspect this but I really do suspect that there is some foul play afoot that or the doctor had A LOT of explaining to do about what had happened that afternoon. As for who gets Michael's three kids, it can go both ways. I mean his ex-wife Debbie Rowe had offered to have his first two kids and after they divorced she gave him full custody of the kids. But she can come back and fight for custody after all she is the mother. As for the youngest one, he was born via surrogate and California Law are respectful to a surrogate which means full anonymity for the surrogate so it's basically between the ex wife and the family. Personally, I think the kids should go to Michael's family because they've know the family much of their lives and their actual mother has never been within their lives and these kids deserve to be surrounded by familiar faces.

So, in other news, first we lose Ed McMahon, Farrah Fawcett, Michael Jackson and now I've just heard that Billy Mays the man who promotes a lot of products such as Oxyclean and ALWAYS TALKING LIKE THIS has also passed away today at the age of 50. He was discovered dead by his wife and police are saying that there are no sign of foul play. He was apparently hit in the head by a piece of luggage on a plane when it had blew a tire while landing so they're looking into a possible connection between that and his death. Hearing about this new death is just adding to the sadness of today I mean I am truly in fear about what will happen within the next few weeks. Please keep in mind those we have lost this past week and with that I end this post. That's my song and now I take my bow...

REST IN PEACE BILLY MAYS

Love and Peace

~HeadphonesLuV~

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Track 20: Third Update From A Saddened Fan

Hey Blogger it's Headphones bring you another update which makes this the third one in a row and I'm here to bring you an update of the PASSING of Michael Jackson...So, we're going on our third day since we lost one of our greatest artist and I'm still trying to grasp his passing I mean it was three days before his sudden death when I was watching his Ghost film (not video he never called them video)and his concert in Budapest and now I'm thinking "He can't be gone..."


Now I'm listening to people giving their stories about him and I can't listen to them speak of him in the past tense and now the news is just being heartless because I don't want to see them posting their headlines "Michael Jackson Dead at 50" or "The King of Pop DEAD at 50" DEAD DEAD DEAD!! To me, saying that about anyone whether famous or not....the word 'dead' seems so cold and heartless and in fact the news has been for the 40 years of Michael Jackson's career nothing but cold and heartless towards him. We never want to hear the good...nothing but the bad...

So, there has been updates in the investigation on the death of Michael Jackson...First off, moving vans were seen on the estate that Michael had rented out along with his sister Janet Jackson where they were packing up his personal items although they don't know what exactly was taken...Second, Michael Jackson's doctor, Dr. Conrad Murray, who was with him and may have been the last person ever to see the King of Pop alive, is cooperating with police after being in seclusion and hiring an attorney. The autopsy on Michael's body presented no signs of external trauma or and sign of foul play...As well, they released the 911 Emergency call which may play a key role if an investigation was needed...

Now, seeing all the videos of the ambulances at his estate, the police taking his body wrapped in that haunting white sheet to the helicopter on it's way to the coroner, the very last photo of the him on the stretcher with EMTs desperately trying to revive him....I don't know what to say....They say he died of cardiac arrest but I hate to say this but I really do suspect foul play on the doctor's part. He's been a very suspicious character which reminds me of Kanye West's mom who had died of complications from a surgery and the doctor was said to not have a license for practice I think I don't remember...I don't want to hear that Michael Jackson death was intentional but I think for now he may have been taken too soon by complications....for now I'll believe that...

I feel so upset right now and one comment just made me want to snap and it was festering inside of me until now. One anchor, I'm not sure which one, had said that Michael Jackson had finally achieved something in death that he wasn't able to when he was living....he finally had his comeback. Okay, I paraphrased the phrase so it may have sounded a lot harsher me saying it so based judgement on my quote but yeah I just found that to be a little insulting...Granted that MJ has encountered a lot of problems throughout his career but he never lost popularity it's just that people always want to pay attention to the bad publicity like his trials, his eccentric behavior and all that...I bet some of you always listened to his songs but as soon as you saw him in court for a charge of child molestation you threw all your MJ stuff away because you didn't have the guts to keep on liking him even after the acquittals because you were afraid of getting weird looks from people who don't know better...or some of you never even heard one song of his but you saw his all over the news when he address the world of what was done to him to find something to make that verdict guilty and you just judge without learning your fuckin' facts...I became a fan back in 2001 it'll be 8 years now but when I saw his 30th Anniversary Concert I was awestruck this man was so amazing so afterwards I went out and bought every CD and saved every story that mentioned his name. Now, I've calmed down a bit and I admit at one point I lost faith in MJ when the trial happened and I regretted every losing faith in him every since. But yeah, he was never bad just people out there make him appear to be...In fact, I hate to say it but in a way I think in some way we may be responsible for his demise....Most of us made him out to be a monster when all he every wanted in life was just to be a normal being like us....

I end my post here....that's my song and I take my bow....I leave you with one of my all time favorite Michael Jackson song: Man in the Mirror...

Peace & Love

~HeadphonesLuV~



~Michael Jackson's Man in the Mirror~

Friday, June 26, 2009

Track 19: Gone Too Soon

It's Headphones coming at you with an early morning edition blog which is a huge rarity....

I spent the night watching some of Michael's old videos they were playing as well as listening to all his CDs throughout the night and I still couldn't grasp the fact that he is in fact gone...he's passed away...until I heard "You Are Not Alone" about 30 seconds into the song I broke down...I kept picturing him which made me keep on denying that he's gone but I know he's forever gone...The legend has died....

So, I awoke around 7:08 which is very rare for me because I'm usually in bed by three up by noon and with a monster headache from finally spilling tears after holding on such a bravado....I was just hoping, waiting, wishing, wanting so much that someone would just burst into my room and just scream "HE'S ALIVE!!! MJ IS ALIVE!! But I heard nothing but silence and it hit me that he's really gone...

He's leaving behind a huge legacy that nobody will ever touch...they cover every aspect of his life from the music to the trials to the eccentricities but I'll always remember him for his 30th Anniversary concert where I had become a huge fan...I sat there and bawled like a baby just watching him and you realize that this man is on a whole 'nother level. He's only one of few that is able to gauge that kind of reaction...I'm grief stricken that I will never get to meet the man who has become one of my idols or see him perform live but he will always live on in my memories for as long as I have his CDs, his songs in my iPod, and his videos he will never be forgotten and he will never be silent...The King of Pop may have died at the age of fifty and is no longer with us physically but he will always live on in the hearts of countless fans dancing and moonwalking to the beats of those hearts ^_^. This is not a time of mourning but a time of celebration for he lives on as an icon of music that will never EVER be forgotten...

I know I keep talking about him but as a fanatic fan I was I could never help but mention him in daily conversation lol which helps with the pain but also keeps the memory alive. Michael Jackson is finally free of all stress, pain, and despair and now you may finally have peace for there are no paparazzi up in heaven...

Aside from Michael, I'm kinda spacing out I'm still tried but I wanna give my condolences to Farrah Fawcett's family and Ryan O'Neil. She was a very strong woman and went down fighting. BIG UPs to her...She'll never be forgotten...

As well, condolences go out to the families of the 9 who died in the worst DC Metro accident. The operator of the train, 42 year old Jeanice McMillan had down everything in her power to try and stop the train from crashing but unfortunately her life was cut short so all props go to her for pulling her life before others...Very tragic indeed....

This concludes this blog...keep those who have passed these past few week as well in 2009 in your mind and hearts and only remember them with fond memories.....So I end my song here and take my bow...

Peace & Love

~HeadphonesLUV~


Michael Jackson performing "You Are Not Alone" from his multi-platinum album HIStory - Past, Present and Future, Book I."

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Track 18: THE KING OF POP HAS DIED AT THE AGE OF 50

So I was sitting at the computer looking at some stuff until my brother suddenly burst into the room..."AY SIS MICHAEL JACKSON IS DEAD!!"

I was sitting there and I just go...you must be joking....so he tells me to look it up and just find that he just suffered cardiac arrest but nothing about his death...but he kept insisting that he is dead so I turn on the news and there it is...It is official that along with Farrah Fawcett death...The King of Pop Michael Joseph Jackson has officially passed away at the age of fifty...

Fellow bloggers (Blogger, LiveJournal, Xanga, MySpace, Facebook, Twitter) I'm shaking as I write this blog because I am still in shock that he's gone...I never seen this coming I was just listening to his music last night I mean wow...we lost an icon...and despite all that happened to him...I don't care about all those charges on him none of that matters anymore....I give my condolences to his family and to fellow fans out there...I pray for him and that he'll be free of all pain, criticism, and despair....

Those who had otherwise to say...SAVE IT!!! NOT TODAY!!! Right now we're in a state of grieving because we have not only those who cared about MJ but as well as Miss Fawcett....so please....just keep all criticism to yourself today....I never regretted being such a huge fan of Michael Jackson because without his music I wouldn't be this intuned to the world....He will never be silent for as long as we still have his music and videos he will live on forever...

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RIP Farrah Fawcett (February 2, 1947 – June 25, 2009)


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RIP Michael Joseph Jackson (August 29, 1958 - June 25, 2009)




Track 17: Hit 'Em With The Frequency

~THIS BLOG IS WRITTEN IN FRONT OF A LIVE OSTRICH~


Hey hey, it's your favorite Headphones lol and I've come to write a long overdue blog about the going ons and what should be going on lol...So let's see it's already Thursday goddamn how time flies when you're doing nothing so let us discuss SHALL WE?!

Alright this past week has been pretty chill, on Monday I hung out with my good pal ole' buddy of mine lol (What's doing man? lol ^__^) after weeks of not hanging lol hopefully I helped him out lol at my expense I'm just playing but yeah not after a little weirdness happening before I came over and just to clear up anything which is probably not necessary but I guess just to vent...I don't ever feel upset whenever I gotta run early I mean granted I sometimes feel a little taken back because I feel like I get cheated out of time for hanging out but I just shake it off because I just think that my friend ain't like other guys I sometimes hang out who just wanna bone and leave not that I'm saying we bone but I mean me and him are cool beans we can do shit and yet still hang out and be random and what not? Some times I think I cause weirdness between us but I nver mean to because he's one of the few I can turn to or talk to him about probably anything without getting judgemental looks just gettin' my ass laughed at lol gotta love him. It's fantasticle....it's cool beans...anyways I guess that all I wanted to say.....What was I talking about...? This is from your dumbass dork lol Hope we can hang out soon again man....

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So anyways, I pretty much done anything I mean I registered for my fall classes which will again be a fuckin' NIGHTMARE!! Which in turn will kill any chances at having any social life ;_;...but I got some info on my Financial Aid and turns out I may be getting some of that free $$$ (HAH not really....) but yeah aside from school there's one thing most of us need....the rich have and waste but the poor need and save which of course MONEY!!! But in order to get the money we something the rich don't have and don't need and that is a fuckin' JOB!! And of course most of us are suffering in this freakin' economy and it's recession if it still exist lol but yeah I mean I've applied for jobs but you know how they like to be assholes grr...this is some bullshit...I need some money and a job to keep me busy...I'm about to choke a bitch....Um....damn I lost my train of thought again....

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Alright, I'm gonna do me right now...As I write this blog I think to myself "What's the point of having this blog if nobody reads with the exception of a friend which is why I started off the blog how I did lol *INSIDER* but I mean he is the one who got me into it and I'm glad I did...He tells me just find some followers and you'll get more recognition but I mean it ain't about gettin' recognition...if one person reads it...that's good enough...The point being that I'm writing again I mean it ain't my poetry or my stories but hey it's a start and a good stress reliever especially during these times with all that's happening...we can rant about shit that bothers us like for me Hollywood and the economy are my biggest irks in life...but hey I can meet people with common irks so yeah...but hey it's better to type them than to just write them on paper...With paper it could get destoryed, read, or just collect dust...but here they can just eventually disappear or last forever....so maybe I can be someone or do something and be like friggin' TimothyDeLaGhetto well not be him cause he's a one of a kind dude lol....so with that....ummm....yeah I feel like tacos....

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Alright, let's see what's happening in the news today....well there's the uprising and riots occuring throughtout the days over in Iran over the result of the Iranian election but what got me is that people were rioting down in LA over the Lakers victory like it was 92 all over again and everybody takes interest in that while people are getting murdered and riot over the final results in Iran. I mean come on a game is not that serious okay it ain't gonna be in the history books 5-10 years from now so come on show some decorum...My bro trying to tell me that a fuckin' Lakers game is more historic than the election this is why you pick up a newspaper more often lol....nah I'm playing I love ya bro....but yeah.....:-D

So in celebrity news...y'all hear about Perez Hilton gettin' assualted by Will.I.Am and his security guard for writing shit about the Black Eyed Peas and he goes on to state that he likes to write about other people's drama but doesn't want drama in his own life but when you talk shit about others expect some shit to come your way.....If you haven't seen stop reading my blog, go on YouTube and look it up...

Alright I know I'm late with all this celebrity news gossip but you know I don't hear a lot about which should tell celebs that normal people like us and me have lives and we're interested in much more interesting shit...but moving on we learn that Chris Brown after all the hype over the whole fuckin' Chris Brown/Rihanna situation that he has pleaded guilty on Monday to assaulting Rihanna and they were ordered to stay away from each other. In a deal that keeps the singer out of prison, Brown is required to clean up graffiti or roadside trash. To me that seems to lenient of a sentence but then again I'm going say and I maybe considered a bitch for saying but I've always be on Chris Brown side but these two were both at fault...Rihanna you shouldn't have been a bitch but Chris you shouldn't have put your hands on Rihanna because REAL MEN DO NOT HIT THEIR WOMEN!! I mean after this all went down all endorsment deals were out the window for him...his songs stop getting radio play, his "Double Mint Gum" commercials were pulled and replaced by Carrie Underwood's. But while this was happening what about Rihanna I mean sure she was the victim but she should've had some of her songs pulled or her "Covergirl" commercials pulled....But instead we see here gettin a gun tattoo which could effect her deal with Covergirl, taking nude photos for apparently Chris Brown. Granted that my friend was in hog heaven when he saw them just after Cassie's nude shots were leaked as well...but I mean she is not a good example of a woman of domestic abuse. Of course the whole idea of domestic abuse is a touchy subject but why now? Why does this become a main issue when a young beautiful star is beaten by her boyfriend or husband when there are thousands of women in this same situation but who is their voice....we have women out there fighting against it but where is their spotlight...Sure these famous women shed light to it but why must it be them...why do we wait until someone famous is in the hospital...I don't understand anymore.

And last but not least....Farrah Fawcett known for her role in "Charlie's Angels" has unfortunately passed away at the age of 62 after losing her battle with cancer...I must say that this woman did not want to go down without a fight and I admire for that. It sad that we're losing alot of greats like Natasha Richardson (<--apologies for any misspellings) a few months back but if she hadn't died she wouldn't have saved a girl's life after she went through the same ordeal but she of course will be missed...and then Ed McMahon who hosted alongside Johnny Carson...It's always sad to lose somebody famous who had some influence among us but we all know that their legacy will always live on...

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Alright, enough depression lol....so speaking of Black Eyed Peas I bought their CD a few weeks back at Target lol best place ever for cheapies lol. I've been meaning to do a review on it. I got to say I rarely listened to them but after listen to Boom Boom Pow I thought I give them a chance and bought their special edition CD, which came with 2 CDs, one CD with their songs and the other with special remixes...So I listened to their CD on my way to a baby shower which was cool by the way hung out with peeps from Costco with my mom and aunt but gettin' back on topic lol I listen to their CD and my friend was right their CD was DOPE!! It's like my new favorite CD as of now lol along with Kanye's 808s & Heartbreak, Lady Gaga's The Fame, and Eminem's Relapse (which is another dope ass CD recommended buy) Their tracks are really good and get you movin' in fact the title of this blog is lyrics from one of their songs "Electric City". My favorite song on it is "Showdown" it's a very good fighting song lol but even the remixes are good...It's a fanfuckintasticle CD go out and get it if you haven't...

And with that I end it here and now like that Luther Vandross song lol. So I take my boo and end the track here. Keep on laughing don't let anybody get ya down....Laughter is higher than any pain is my mantra...Make it yours too....Peace, Love and Sex lol....

~HeadphonesLuV~

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Track 16: The E.N.D

Okay, first off I wanna say Happy Father's Day just to say it because right now my dad is being childish so whatever...



Okay, so right now I'm pretty fuckin' annoyed with a few things...Numero Uno: WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH ALL THESE BABIES HAVING BABIES?! Alright, so I was talking to a friend and I've been noticing that half my graduating class as well as girls MY age are having babies and getting married...Seriously like wtf...What is so appealing about having a child right after high school or during high school? I mean do they really want to take on the HUGE responsiblity of caring for a child....once they're there your life is OVER!! And getting married at friggin' 18 come on!! What do you think college is about...It's about going out and partying, hanging with your friends, hooking up (and of course BEING SAFE!! <---I have to emphasize that because too many diseases and unwanted children born). Now maybe marriage ain't so bad but you never know this person you're with now may be the one you can't stand the next year. So I'm just saying that nothing ain't wrong with waitin' and I don't see no reason whatsoever to rush into adulthood....I just don't get it....ARGH!!



Numero Dos: Look, I know getting over someone you love after a break up is tough, we've all been through I know I have...There were times when I would just spend my nights crying my eyes out over him but I've made my peace with it...I'm a big girl so I'm okay I mean I still like him but I don't let that consume my mind...SO COME ON CHICKS!!! STOP WASTING YOUR TIME OVER THAT FOOL!!! No name but one in particular is starting to get on my goddamn nerves...Look girl I know you're hurt but you're not allowing yourself to heal and you may already be healed but you've got to stop ranting about him or the whole situation...That way you can just bury it into your past with the rest of all the drama bullshit...We've all been thru this where we believe "Oh this guy is the one for me we'll never separate..." or "This girl is my dream girl and Imma marry her!" All I got to say is that to all those who are married and having a baby...I GIVE IT ONE YEAR!! Before y'all go crazy and start to regret everything. Which leads to my next dilemma



Numero Tres: Why do some of these chick (and yes I say chicks because this is who I see it happen to the most) make such a big deal out of the guy they're seeing and it's most likely that these guys are rebound. Seriously not all of us care that one minute you're all mad and shit at the last guy who broke your heart oh boo fuckin' hoo...and the next minute you're all in lovey dovey with some new dude who was probably hollerin' at you before but wouldn't give them the time of day until suddenly you're all heartbroken and shit....I mean come on it ain't even probably how I'm saying it now but still if you're happy keep it between y'all two and don't get into all the PDA bull....



That's all I got to rant about....so that's my song and I'll take my bow here and now....



~HeadphonesLuV~

Monday, June 8, 2009

Track 15: Banners, Ace of Spades and Friends....OH MY!!!

Whee it's is I HeadphonesLuV reporting to you from from the confines of my dining room lol....anyways just coming to post that I have created a new banner for the blog and I must say that I love it...So Monday I went to my friend's house again lol and showed him his banner I created and I must say I'm proud of it because it looked good for working with such limited means but also that the program didn't shut down on me. And basically that was it...

Just got back from a friend's house....again and I gotta say I always have fun there even if I was exploding with angry one visit to him and I'm all smiles ^_^ lol we basically just two things hang out or yeah....He proceeded to officially traumatized with just a description of what he was doing before I got there just think how he is now since he actually watched these videos...with Germans no less (no offense to any Germans but...) DUDE WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH GERMAN PEOPLE?! *shudders* you're a sick man dude lol. So anywho I'm glad I'm back or else I'd never leave but also before a storm hit....again

How about this weather? It's totally bipolar yesterday I was woken up by a HUGE crash of thunder and blinding lightning and feel back asleep when it calmed down for a bit then I woke up to a bright sun and a cloudless sky and thought WTF?! Did that storm actually occur. I can genuinely say that I was afraid at that moment most of time when a storm comes around it never fazes me but these last few have really made me jump. This week is shaping up to be a storm filled week...Moving on I think I maybe an insomic because I've been staying up to extreme hours and waking up with half my day gone. I've been having strange dreams lately and I don't know where they come from maybe it is the weather -sigh- I dunno anymore I'm gonna try to go to sleep at a decent hour for the next few days...

I've been working on my writing and so many things flow through me but when it comes to putting it on the paper it's blocked out...-sigh I'm sure all the writers and artists go through this too and really hate when this happens lol. So I've rewritten my favorable poem into a notebook I've officially made my writing journal and then I have new characters in the process so for now I'm gonna work on those for a while lol...I guess that's pretty much it for me so that's my song and I takes my bow...

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