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I spent the night watching some of Michael's old videos they were playing as well as listening to all his CDs throughout the night and I still couldn't grasp the fact that he is in fact gone...he's passed away...until I heard "You Are Not Alone" about 30 seconds into the song I broke down...I kept picturing him which made me keep on denying that he's gone but I know he's forever gone...The legend has died....
So, I awoke around 7:08 which is very rare for me because I'm usually in bed by three up by noon and with a monster headache from finally spilling tears after holding on such a bravado....I was just hoping, waiting, wishing, wanting so much that someone would just burst into my room and just scream "HE'S ALIVE!!! MJ IS ALIVE!! But I heard nothing but silence and it hit me that he's really gone...
He's leaving behind a huge legacy that nobody will ever touch...they cover every aspect of his life from the music to the trials to the eccentricities but I'll always remember him for his 30th Anniversary concert where I had become a huge fan...I sat there and bawled like a baby just watching him and you realize that this man is on a whole 'nother level. He's only one of few that is able to gauge that kind of reaction...I'm grief stricken that I will never get to meet the man who has become one of my idols or see him perform live but he will always live on in my memories for as long as I have his CDs, his songs in my iPod, and his videos he will never be forgotten and he will never be silent...The King of Pop may have died at the age of fifty and is no longer with us physically but he will always live on in the hearts of countless fans dancing and moonwalking to the beats of those hearts ^_^. This is not a time of mourning but a time of celebration for he lives on as an icon of music that will never EVER be forgotten...
I know I keep talking about him but as a fanatic fan I was I could never help but mention him in daily conversation lol which helps with the pain but also keeps the memory alive. Michael Jackson is finally free of all stress, pain, and despair and now you may finally have peace for there are no paparazzi up in heaven...
Aside from Michael, I'm kinda spacing out I'm still tried but I wanna give my condolences to Farrah Fawcett's family and Ryan O'Neil. She was a very strong woman and went down fighting. BIG UPs to her...She'll never be forgotten...
As well, condolences go out to the families of the 9 who died in the worst DC Metro accident. The operator of the train, 42 year old Jeanice McMillan had down everything in her power to try and stop the train from crashing but unfortunately her life was cut short so all props go to her for pulling her life before others...Very tragic indeed....
This concludes this blog...keep those who have passed these past few week as well in 2009 in your mind and hearts and only remember them with fond memories.....So I end my song here and take my bow...
Peace & Love
~HeadphonesLUV~
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