Track 20: Third Update From A Saddened Fan

Hey Blogger it's Headphones bring you another update which makes this the third one in a row and I'm here to bring you an update of the PASSING of Michael Jackson...So, we're going on our third day since we lost one of our greatest artist and I'm still trying to grasp his passing I mean it was three days before his sudden death when I was watching his Ghost film (not video he never called them video)and his concert in Budapest and now I'm thinking "He can't be gone..."


Now I'm listening to people giving their stories about him and I can't listen to them speak of him in the past tense and now the news is just being heartless because I don't want to see them posting their headlines "Michael Jackson Dead at 50" or "The King of Pop DEAD at 50" DEAD DEAD DEAD!! To me, saying that about anyone whether famous or not....the word 'dead' seems so cold and heartless and in fact the news has been for the 40 years of Michael Jackson's career nothing but cold and heartless towards him. We never want to hear the good...nothing but the bad...

So, there has been updates in the investigation on the death of Michael Jackson...First off, moving vans were seen on the estate that Michael had rented out along with his sister Janet Jackson where they were packing up his personal items although they don't know what exactly was taken...Second, Michael Jackson's doctor, Dr. Conrad Murray, who was with him and may have been the last person ever to see the King of Pop alive, is cooperating with police after being in seclusion and hiring an attorney. The autopsy on Michael's body presented no signs of external trauma or and sign of foul play...As well, they released the 911 Emergency call which may play a key role if an investigation was needed...

Now, seeing all the videos of the ambulances at his estate, the police taking his body wrapped in that haunting white sheet to the helicopter on it's way to the coroner, the very last photo of the him on the stretcher with EMTs desperately trying to revive him....I don't know what to say....They say he died of cardiac arrest but I hate to say this but I really do suspect foul play on the doctor's part. He's been a very suspicious character which reminds me of Kanye West's mom who had died of complications from a surgery and the doctor was said to not have a license for practice I think I don't remember...I don't want to hear that Michael Jackson death was intentional but I think for now he may have been taken too soon by complications....for now I'll believe that...

I feel so upset right now and one comment just made me want to snap and it was festering inside of me until now. One anchor, I'm not sure which one, had said that Michael Jackson had finally achieved something in death that he wasn't able to when he was living....he finally had his comeback. Okay, I paraphrased the phrase so it may have sounded a lot harsher me saying it so based judgement on my quote but yeah I just found that to be a little insulting...Granted that MJ has encountered a lot of problems throughout his career but he never lost popularity it's just that people always want to pay attention to the bad publicity like his trials, his eccentric behavior and all that...I bet some of you always listened to his songs but as soon as you saw him in court for a charge of child molestation you threw all your MJ stuff away because you didn't have the guts to keep on liking him even after the acquittals because you were afraid of getting weird looks from people who don't know better...or some of you never even heard one song of his but you saw his all over the news when he address the world of what was done to him to find something to make that verdict guilty and you just judge without learning your fuckin' facts...I became a fan back in 2001 it'll be 8 years now but when I saw his 30th Anniversary Concert I was awestruck this man was so amazing so afterwards I went out and bought every CD and saved every story that mentioned his name. Now, I've calmed down a bit and I admit at one point I lost faith in MJ when the trial happened and I regretted every losing faith in him every since. But yeah, he was never bad just people out there make him appear to be...In fact, I hate to say it but in a way I think in some way we may be responsible for his demise....Most of us made him out to be a monster when all he every wanted in life was just to be a normal being like us....

I end my post here....that's my song and I take my bow....I leave you with one of my all time favorite Michael Jackson song: Man in the Mirror...

Peace & Love

~HeadphonesLuV~



~Michael Jackson's Man in the Mirror~