Track 11: I Don't Know Anymore

Headphones here bringing you an update in this music track called life....

I find it funny that I call myself Headphones even though I'm doing nothing that involves music in my life as opposed to just a past time love. I sometimes feel I shouldn't be calling myself 'Headphones' because I don't do anything with music besides listening to it but then again that's just my opinion. I chose to call myself Headphones because every time I am seen I always have earphones in my ears and my iPod shining all the time lol but like they say...Music=Life...

So, whatever happened to that show "Hole in the Wall" it's on and off the air on Fox....It's like that Katy Perry song Hot n Cold. And of course it was originally a Japanese show and you don't even need to do your research on it lol...Anyways there is a reason why I randomly brought up that show because I actually DO have a hall in my wall...

So, I come home from school and I see my street blocked of with three huge trucks and guys with construction hard hats on and a really HUGE crane with an equally huge piece of tree being carried off. I walk into my house, then my room and something is TOTALLY wrong...My Tifa...is not on the wall instead she is rolled up on my bed and in her place there is a fuckin' hole in my wall with a crack running along the top of my window so my dad tells me that the fucktastic workers had damaged part of our house when part of the tree hit the side of our house with such an impact that it knocked off a small part of my wall...So I gotta clean up my room so some strangers can prance through my room to fix my wall...fml....

Well, today I went all over the town with no chance of going home which was plain fucktastic...I went from Hyattsville after class to Beltsville which wasn't bad because FINALLY I see the guy who makes me bite my lip and wanna do dirty things to him but what makes me pissed is that when I finally do see him I have to get off the bus so as I'm getting off I walk passed him and just gave him a small smile and that was it...so then I'm on my way to Laurel which I was not looking forward to because I wanted to go home and relax since I had no Criminal Law class but NOOO instead my dumbass offered to go to Laurel to fill a stupid prescription for my dad so I spent about two hours of my life there. I surprisingly ran into an 07 HP Alumni at Giant's Pharmacy and I was whoa you work here that's fantastic (his name's Michael btw and that's all Imma say) so I leave it to him to file the prescription and I go off to buy some thingies I need for my post and for my writing in general. Here's a little side note about me and writing...whenever I write I need to always designate a certain pen to my writing because I'm a person of consistency when it comes to my work the style, the ink and etc...Anyways I go to the counter and the dude on check out is cuute lol so afterwards I leave while I'm texting and I realize I forgot my stuff so I run back and here there with the bag I fill somewhat silly but then again I'll just pretend his cuteness and my texting got me distracted...Texting and cute boys are not a good combo for me lol...So afterward I walk out all of a sudden I hear my name and some random guy is waving at me and I can't recognize him at all I feel bad for not recognizing but then again WTF!! So, I went to Books-A-Millions and read magazines to kill time and I buy Urban Tattoos Magazine which is an awesome magazine about artists and people who get tatted and view as a way to express themselves...So I pick up the medicine, go home and now I'm hear making this blog after I dunno how many days.


So, I have a new rant and it's on the touchy subject of love. The one thing I cannot stand at all and I only see this in girls...WHY THE HELL ARE THESE BITCHES SO TWO SIDED WHEN IT COMES TO RELATIONSHIPS!!!! One minute you're crying and bitchin' about breaking up with your so-called 'true love' and the next second you're all lovey-dovey with your also so called 'true love'. I mean seriously I'm at the end of my ropes whenever I hear a person bitch about being all heartbroken and bitchin' and moanin' and then the second later they're all lovey dovey with someone...OH FUCK OFF GRASSHOPPERS!!! This qualifies you as the naive fucktards of our society...Yes I did cry when I lost the one I thought I really cared about but at least it took me a while to recover and I didn't see anybody remotely interesting and now I'm 90% up to par but I still have my pain and for that I will be just fine but for all you little naive fucktards YOU'RE ALL FUCKED!!!

So, on Saturday I went to a wedding and the chick was THREE hours late for her own day...My ma asked me to take pictures and I just state that I'm not wasting my battery life on a chick who doesn't even know the meaning of on time...But I ended taking tons of pics lol...I gotta say they're style of getting married involves a lot of repeating lol but overall it was awesome cause they made it so joyous and fun. So thankfully I brought another pair of comfy shows cause my feet were screaming bloody murder lol the reception was just as fun and lively and the food was fantastic lol...so that's all that occurred...Special thanks to my friend who I texted to keep me from going insane with boredom while I was waiting lol

So, today is Sunday and all I did was clean, clean, and clean and holy crap I can finally see my beige carpet FOR ONCE!! lol I'm such a silly jalapeno....then I just dropped everything to meet up with an old flame lol and that's all I'm gonna say so now I have to prepare for the upcoming week which means TONS OF WORK!!! Goddammit I'm screwed....anyways that's all I have to say so that's my song and I take my bow...Good night to all....

~HeadphonesLuV~