Track 2: Animosity

From the CD of HeadphonesLuV

Oh dear, oh dear....first off I'd like to wish everybody a Happy Easter!! I'm sure y'all were better than mine. Bro gets an iPod Touch and I get a HUGE Barack Obama book that could be used as crime deterrent but upside I got $200 worth of gift cards and $100 in money so thanks ma and bro....but how's that for being born under a bad sign.

Anyways as I sit here and count the hours til my freedom is taken from me by school and it's fuckery and I can't help but think it was a pretty fantastic few days lol. I got enough rest now so I can try and focus again although I could have probably used it to catch up on some work...Which leads to one other fuckery in life. So, yesterday I went shopping at Columbia Mall which I admit I fuckin' hate that mall because it's so fuckin' crowded and full of annoying white people but I can't argue with the fact HOT TOPIC is there so it's was worthwhile...Got me a new Kuromi bag perfect to use for school and a Joker T-Shirt which is sexier than my friend's so EAT IT WHORE!! LMAO!!

Is there a correlation between a woman's clean room and having a b/f? Apparently my ma thinks so...I didn't know I still lived in the 50s. So I leave home at noon and come back at 7 on Friday and I admit I was doing a little something but mostly I was just hanging with a friend who happens to be a hell of a lot more entertaining so I lost track of time. He's someone to have a convo with and afterwards makes you wanna die laughing but that's not how she sees it...I guess it was sorta my fault but I'm gonna have to lay low for awhile. She found some incriminating marks and I won't go into detail but then she went into a whole speech and she said things that made her hypocritical but I just didn't wanna say anything because I was too mad and I fear I may say something I can't take back. I had to do some major lying but I dunno how I'm gonna break it to her so Imma put that on the back burner til a rainy day. And the thing is I'm not even dating this guy so she was on auto-assume. -sigh- But in all honesty should a woman's clean room or house be a factor in gettin' a boyfriend? I don't think so....

I had a severe nightmare that woke me up with my heart racing and sweating...let's just day that the very thought of drugs scares the living shit out of me and how it can transform people and again school has once again invaded my dreams and turned them into nightmares. In my nightmare, my teachers have become these drug peddling zombie (<--not the literal horror movie type mind you) and they're on a manhunt for me and three others and it all takes place at UTC (<- PGCC Hyattsville Extension) and I run and escape to my dad and he's just there laughing at the whole thing and my teachers find me and they have their guns pointing at me wanting the drug and before the guns fire I wake up...It's 7:00 AM and I freak out and try to calm myself...I'm afraid that this may be an omen that involves someone I know and I've had some of these before. So I soon fall back to sleep to only have another dream this one is not so bad in fact I find it kinda sad...It takes place at LCC (<- PGCC Laurel Extension) and it's set up like a sort of prom dance...I'm there so is half the school and somehow my ex who in no way went to HP shows up with some other girl and then it leads to some sort of fuck fest between me and him...I think this may show that I still have feelings for him and no matter what I do or who I'm with he'll never disappear...-sigh- so says the pathetic female version of Florentino Ariza from Love in the Time of Cholera.

I regret the fact that I haven't used my break to create new character poems in my series but I do have some ideas and I have some people to thank like Ms. Cougar, The One W/ the Warning Label, and Miss Shawty lol. These are pseudonyms and I'm not saying who although one may know who I'm talking about lol ^_^...I'm going to spend my down time between classes and homework to write.

Here's where today's song ends and the curtain closes. Until next time I bid you a good night and that is my swan song.

~HeadphonesLuV~