Track 3: Nightmare

From the CD from which we call life....

THIS...IS....MY....NIGHTMARE!!!! Okay so UTC <--PGCC Hyattsville extension has decided to become a high school and decided to block Facebook and MySpace...I'm not even mad at the fact that I can't access Facebook or MySpace well maybe a little since I couldn't get the friggin' website for 'dis here blog so I gotta give a big thanks to Miss Cougar for texting it to me lol I <3. color="#6600cc">

So, I had a very interesting convo with the Mexican W/ the Warning Label and I can't help but feel disconnected whenever I talk to man. I'm talking to a Mexican who speaks in nothing but philosophy it's like talking to Bruce Lee except he wears a mob suit and glasses. I feel bad for the guy and I wish I could experience his pain so that way he wouldn't at least be going through it alone. I'm not gonna say this bullshit about "I'm here for you and I wanna help heal your pain." Uh uh bitch some people just don't wanna be healed or they don't want people like that puttin' pressure on them thinkin' they're fuckin' weak for wallowing in misery but ya know what this whole world is the very meaning of imperfection and the best thing to do is to lend them an ear and a shoulder to cry and hope and pray that they get thru it with very little blood. I also feel very one-sided, what him and I discuss remains between us until death takes one or both of us but I speak to him about problems with a person we both know and care about and although he knows I still feel bad about saying but then again what can we do? A special message to him, I'd take a bullet for you and you're one of very VERY few people I would do that for and don't tell me you wouldn't let me do it because this is a 50/50 friendship deal you may not wanna do the same but I would cause I care too much for to let fall over some dumb shit. I <3>

Wow, that rant made me forget what else I was gonna say...I have about 8 or 7 more minutes so I might just end it here for now and come back with anything else new later on tonight. As I stated I'm working on my character story poems but I'm in a stupor so I need to work on that. So as of right now I bid you all adieu....

~HeadphonesLuV~

*EDIT*

-Bought my iPod a new carrying case and it's a metal icy blue case...very smexy indeed now got a red and a blue case lol and bought a case a lil too big for my bro's iTouch but right now all it needs is a little padding lol so I still dunno what I wanted to write so I'll right another blog later later...