Track 30: We'll Be Moonwalkin'

How ya be my lovely Blogger?

'Tis I, your bad-ass...random-ass....soaked ass Headphones, here to bring one of my random rambling of a blog because frankly I ain't got better shit to do then just sit here on the computer and look at videos of Michael Jackson's old performances which are still great today, um....cats fighting then watching another vomit, turtles having sex which is fuckin' hilarious by the way (This is what I do while you're at work lol and yes I did actually watched these videos). So let's get this shit crackin' SHALL WE?!

First off, I'm not in a good mood because I'm still pissed at the 86 Metro bus for straight leaving my ass and duex it's very cold, deary and wet outside cause it's raining and it's October and it's Fall but it feels like Winter. So cold and rain and me do not mix well today....no no no...but the silver lining in all this inanity of it all is that I finally got my little fangirlish hands on Michael Jackson's one and only 1988 auto-biography 'Moonwalk' which was re released on Tuesday in a special 2009 edition which feature a new foreword by founder of Motown Records Berry Gordy. I almost thought I wouldn't have been able to get it because I thought I'd be a nickel short of the price but thankfully my giftcard my mom gave me for my birthday (THANKS MOM YOU JUST BOUGHT ME $100 WORTH OF MJ BOOKS LMAO) had enough to cover the change and I had enough to cover the remaining amount so yes I am proud owner of said book lol...

Now, as of right now I'm currently killing time in my school's computer lab because frankly I'm in no mood to walk through the rain and wait for a bus so I'll take a later one because this is how much I love my blog...so I thought I should update it once in a while I mean just because Miss Cougar can go on hiatus doesn't this spic should lol j/k j/k j/k....I just win I had money for food ;_; lol....Although this is perfect weather to be listening to 'Stranger in Moscow' -le sigh-

Anyways, I want to write that I found out that this guy who worked at my mom's job had died from I think a rare form of Lupus so condolences to his family. This guy was short little Asian man like half my height (not being racial speaking the truth) and he was just plain adorable lol and I can't believe he's gone I mean I was sad when he quit but to hear he died is just one big plain ouch. Also Al Martino from The Godfather who sings "Speak Softly" which is one of my favorite song died two days ago at the ripe old age of 82 so Al you'll be missed by this chick....

This brings me to what's been buggin' me these past weeks even months. Why can't a person just die in peace overall...I'm not wishing death on anybody I'm posing a rhetorical question. But I mean no matter what the circumstances are surrounding their death whether it be suicide, cancer, drug O.D., or whatever...can't they just pass on and be done with...For the pass 3-4 months I felt as though I haven't been able to properly mourn MJ's death because the media is constantly talking about it and sometimes without fair views...Instead of just being sad I keep getting angry because of the media's way of reporting on anything Michael it then reaches the fans and in turn the fans go crazy with angry and sometimes I feel some of them are blind to the reality of it all...People are coming out of the woodwork releasing books on MJ and some are being labeled traitors and money making scumbags, the upcoming "This Is It" is being boycotted by some being labeled as a way to make money of his name, conspiracy after conspiracy as to what really killed MJ, and so on and so forth...

Here's my take on this whole situation

On MJ-related literature: Half of these people will write anything that can keep the readers attention and some (not all) will say they did research, they investigated, they interviewed said witnesses. Case & Point, Ian Halperin wrote a book that was released a week or so after Michael had passed and it made some very huge claims such as Michael was gay and used women as a cover, the kids aren't really his, he used hard-core drugs, and of course no book on MJ is ever completed without the infamous molestation trials. I was like some a person downright said I WILL NOT BUY THIS BOOK!! NO WAY IT IS PURE BULLSHIT!! I WON'T GIVE A DIME TO THIS MAN!! But of course I relented and got the book and I felt guilty for reading this book but as I read through it I realized something...I was right this book was pure bullshit lol...but the point is that I read a book that had huge claim but nothing really solid to back it up and here's my message. A person can write a horrible book but it is up to you as the reader to formulate your own conclusion. Going into a book you need to make sure that you read any book about MJ with an open mind because no matter what they throw at you...even if it sounds plausible you don't believe it unless you hear it from the man himself and now that he's gone we'll never some of the answers but the authors sure as hell can try to and answer...

Making Money Off of MJ's Name: Do some people realized that when you buy MJ merchandise that has been approved by the estate that some of the money goes to HIS estate which means to HIS kids. So to boycott the "This Is It" or any other product is just non-sense because you'll actually be denying the estate money which turn no money for his kids or for the charities. And for what some self-satisfying feeling that you didn't allow the corporates to sway you into buying their money making products because they're exploiting MJ's name...I'm not defending the corporates and I'm not using the kids to ensue guilt I'm merely just being realistic. This is like a double edge sword if a person releases anything of MJ we don't know what they'll gain out of it they're labeled a 'money making scumbags' but nothing is released no money goes to the estate. I admit I'm very disappointed in SONY for how they're treating MJ's music and I would love to see MJ's fan take that eyesore down to the ground.

Conspiracy: We can all hope and pray and do dark magic and give anything to have MJ back alive but unfortunately fate is a cruel bitch. As we all know his death was labeled a homicide and the primary target of focus is Dr. Conrad Murray who was with him the day he died. To me that is who I blame for MJ's death...he was there in that room and he was the one who stuck the drip in his arm and he is the one I want punished. But I hear these people giving us elaborate conspiracies that involved people that we're out to lay there hands on MJ's money and they actually believed this like it's the holy word and label people who want to deny it or challenge it as not being a true fan. Just because I don't want to believe does not give you the right to challenge me on whether I am a true fan or not because they is no ten commandments to follow to make you a so call true fan. I loved MJ with all my heart but I am a person who wants facts and hard evidence. Show me a video or audio of these people actually talking about killing MJ but it is not a crime just to say I WANT TO KILL MICHAEL JACKSON! If there is evidence of a plot to kill him then it is labeled a crime. All these conspiracies are no better than if you had written something for the tabloids and sold it for millions.

I've just had enough with all the questions about his death. I want him to be at peace, I want his children to be able to look at their father the way they always seen him, I want him to be remembered for being the greatest star in the world. Unfortunately with the way things are today...it's be a while before I'll be able to think of you Michael and just smile and laugh...

Well, I'm done with my ranting and again this is my take on the issues and my opinions which I am entitled to and should not be considered as me trying to pass off as facts. Some of what I say could be wrong. I'm sorry to be this way lol must be the weather but anyways I've finished in the nick of time since I have to go and I managed to finished a blog in the allotted time OMG I'm so proud lol. So, now I'm off to go home, get warm and make some soup for me to enjoy while I read my books. I'll end my song here and take my bow...so until next time my loves...Farewell, so long, adios, adieu, sayonara.....

Love & Peace
~HeadphonesLuV~