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Friday, September 4, 2009

Track 26: Remember The Time


Hello lovely Blogger....how I miss thee? What is good? It is I, your absolutely distraught Headphones, coming at you with my feelings like every other blogger who hates themselves (just kidding about that last part)

As we all know....two months ago we lost our great entertainer....the legend....The King of Pop...y'all know him as Michael Jackson....Throughout these two months we heard nothing again about Michael Jackson as a person....a son, a brother, a father, a friend since his July 7th memorial at the Staples Center. All we ever here is the cocktail of drugs found in his body, his death being ruled homicide, Dr. Conrad Murray at the center of the whole entire investigation, money problems....all of it and unfortunately it may never go away.

But yesterday, September 3rd all that was pushed aside when Michael was finally laid to rest at Forest Lawn Memorial Park in Glendale, California. I watched the coverage of it up until the hearse with his coffin pulled up into the service when the Live Pool Feed (*basically this a camera feed that was set up for the media outlet that they all had to share) cut to an end just before it began. The service was nothing like what the family had said but it was still just as touching. It was intimate but had over 200 people in attendance but all close personal friends and family (he had a huge family....), there were actual cameras there and it was stated that this footage may be used in an upcoming Jackson's reality show or the This Is It movie coming soon to a theater near you but still no confirmation.

Aside from all the technical stuff because I really don't want to repeat it because all I want as a fan is some closure I couldn't stop crying yesterday. But thankfully he was not buried on his birthday because that was a time for celebration of his LIFE and burying him would've have just been too somber. I was in California the week of his birthday and on that day I went to visit my uncle who had passed 3 years ago and the emotions of his birthday and losing my uncle was so much for to not shed tears. I tried hard to be happy for you Michael and Uncle but it still so hard to grip the fact that we lost you. He's finally buried in privacy and maybe now he can rest in peace away from the media madhouse. I'm still shock and numb because it's like I believe that he's not dead but every time I hear his name it's like...I get so excited inside but it dawns on me that he's really dead....At one point I wanted to know how he was going to look one final time actually see him. But now I don't think I could handle seeing him sleeping in his last bed forever if they actually caught it. It's just too hard...but finally Michael you can sleep....and we'll miss you always but you'll never be silent...We love you MJ....

Sleep Well Michael

Rest In Peace

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